Tripztar

someday ... ... someday i will know what to do, But not today ... ... Someday i will really love you, But not today ... ... Someday i will help you, But not today ... Today i am no mountain, Today i am empty, Today i am powerless... ... Because i gave my strenght to you, Because i always believed in you, Because i wanted you be like me... ...But not today. just ... someday. ( alot of .......... thats how i think in my mind )

hmm feel happy and sad ... happy about the fact i ordered a awesome suprise for her... and sad cus she is still gone ... need something to do next to work to make this days / weeks go faster ... how can time slow down so badly after she is gone >.< so annoying well i have to hold on i guess ... no shit >.> sorry for those who read this and go like wtf... i just need to lose this mind >.< well especially for her ..

this feeling , empty , yet so full she is gone , but only for a while. it is like she took time with her . sounds so cheesy .... but its for her , that special one . so quiet without her so lonely without her even when i have more people to go to ... they are not like her . and so it just began ....